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  • Pobody Is Nerfect

    Pobody Is Nerfect

    On the one hand my rebuild is going swimmingly. My workouts are going harder, better, faster, stronger. Muscle that went into exhile during the starvation phase has returned and is re-establishing itself as a productive member of the group, even lending bones some support as they rebuild. I’m sure it’s reciprocal. On the other hand like any community rebuilding after a disaster my body has its share of opportunists milking the system. Bits of fat growth are sneaking in and [...]

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  • “Don’t Be Such A Boob”

    “Don’t Be Such A Boob”

    Yesterday’s workout was pretty awesome. Now that I’m eating again, I finally have energy to lift weights and I’m sitting here with that day-after-workout firmness in my chest muscles. Sure, the amount of weight I’m lifting is pathetic and my chest is far from being gladiatoresque these days, but at least I can feel my muscles reawakening, which makes me feel better about how I look – or at least boost my self image, knowing I will look better. Eventually. [...]

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  • Day 98 – Refocusing The Body Image

    Day 98 – Refocusing The Body Image

    “I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not” ~ Kurt Cobain 180.1 lbs I popped back above 180, but the minor variance doesn’t concern me much. It’s mostly the kick in the psychological kishkas for passing an arbitrary number, when really I put on less than a pound since yesterday. The fact that I even mention it shows that it’s a good thing the starvation phase is almost over. Where dropping pounds through [...]

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  • Day 5 – Don’t Hate Me Because I’m…

    Day 5 – Don’t Hate Me Because I’m…

    “And, of course, the funniest food of all: ‘Kumquats‘.” ~ George Carlin 229.2 lbs I managed 5 hours sleep last night and the cravings seem to be fading in prominence. Right now I want a beer. I know it’s not for the flavour or the booze content or because their commercials are particularly clever… I’m picturing a glass of pilsner, but I hate pilsner. I think pilsner style beers should be left in the horse they come out if. I [...]

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